I’m finding it hard to cope without you,
I am unsure if it’s the same thing you going through.
You seem to be dealing with it pretty fine,
But perhaps you just don’t want to whine?
It weird that it hurts me not to see you in pain,
I dunno why-there’s nothing I would really gain.
I guess it’s still me wanting to know that you really do
care,
I guess I hope you will always be there.
I think it’s just hard cause I have always felt in love
with you,
But never always felt the feeling reciprocated- especially
with some of the things you do.
I don’t know why we made it so far just for it to fail,
Guess the arguing kinda made it go stale?
I tried so hard to make it work with you,
But it isn’t enough for me to do it all- you had to work
for it to.
You are just so caught up with still being a child,
Put up with you being a bit wild.
Pretending that me and your son weren’t here,
Just cause you were a child running with fear.
I thought the army might make u change,
But the child in you was always in range.
Like whenever you wanted to do something you got in your
mindset,
And nothing I’d say would stop you until later when
you’d regret.
I know that you will regret us ending,
But I thinks it’s past the point of mending.
You need quite a few years to become a man,
Finally figure where u stand.
 I just can’t believe after 4 years and a child together
you still didn’t change,
Like the thought of growing up for you was so out of range.
Your use to having the easy life where everything you need
is done for you,
And I guess its put a hold on you with everything you do.
You never worked hard for anything,
Always had the guiding wings.
I just need to move on at this stage,
And not hold any anger or any rage.
So once again I will fight the fight, but this time the
fight foward from a life without you...