Life of disappointment and despair, 
I use to wish you'd only care. 
I use to lie in bed a night, 
As I'd cry id tell myself that everything is alright? 
Your Daddy will see you one day, 
And then you can laugh and play. 
Just like all your other friends, 
But life didn't as I planned so many twist, so many bends. 
I use to idolize you- someone I didn't even know, 
You, my daddy- but you'd never even seen me grow. 
Into the person I am today, 
God know's you wouldn't have been there anyway. 
You use people and suit them to your needs, 
You tell me you love me and that it wasn't your misdeeds. 
You never tried you knew how to see me-but you never did, 
But I guess everything else in life just forbid. 
Your love of drugs over-weighed my importance, 
And so you just kept your distance. 
I wish I never ever wanted to find you, 
If I could it would be something I'd undo. 
Because all you have brought is more pain and hurt, 
Making me feel even more like dirt. 
I wishing you were a decent enough father to be here, 
But you can hardly even show you care. 
All that's important to you is your new family, 
In with the new out with the old, it makes me feel so
sickly. 
Well know it's my turn and the game ends here, 
No more relationship, I wont let you hurt me anymore, I
won't let you near. 
Enough is enough- you don't deserve the title of a father.