Was it a lie?
Was it all a lie?
No….
Impossible….
Absolutely Not….
It can’t be….
But was it?
Was it all a lie?
All the times we walked on the beach
Hand by hand
Touch by touch
I loved the way you wrote ours names in the sand,
But mostly because you could
Was that all a lie?
All the times we would just talk and connect
The way you or I would bring up a conversation and we would
the phone for hours and never get bored
Or the way that when we were finally finished talking,
And there was only silence,
It was as if that silence would bring us closer together and
not farther apart
That silence that was comfortable and not disturbing
Was that all a lie?
What about all the times we would see each other and look
into our eyes and it would feel as if we could see each
others soul and know we were meant to be
And the times when we would be next to each other and we
could not contain the need, the eagerness to be in each
other’s arms
And when we finally were, it was as if we were the two
missing pieces of the puzzle, and our bodies fit perfectly
together like one
Was that all a lie?
And finally, was it a lie the way you and I felt when we
said to each other “I love you, and I cant live without
you. You are my sun, my stars, my moon, my air, my
everything.” That tingling sensation in the pit of our
guts that told us that we belonged together
Was that all a lie?
Was it?
Was the connection we made a misunderstanding?
Or was I the one that was misunderstanding?
Was I the only one that felt the connection?
Was I the only one that felt the need?
Was I the only one that felt that we were one?
Was I the only one that that had that dream?
I’m guessing that it wasn’t a lie
I’m also guessing that you didn’t feel the same way
But there are two things that I am sure I know
One, that I love you ‘till the last beat of my broke
heart
And two, that my connection, my need, and my feeling were
never real
That your face, your eyes, your touch, and YOU were all just
big nightmare
Stuck inside a glorious and wonderful yet painful dream~*
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