Lies?

Was it a lie? Was it all a lie? No…. Impossible…. Absolutely Not…. It can’t be…. But was it? Was it all a lie? All the times we walked on the beach Hand by hand Touch by touch I loved the way you wrote ours names in the sand, But mostly because you could Was that all a lie? All the times we would just talk and connect The way you or I would bring up a conversation and we would the phone for hours and never get bored Or the way that when we were finally finished talking, And there was only silence, It was as if that silence would bring us closer together and not farther apart That silence that was comfortable and not disturbing Was that all a lie? What about all the times we would see each other and look into our eyes and it would feel as if we could see each others soul and know we were meant to be And the times when we would be next to each other and we could not contain the need, the eagerness to be in each other’s arms And when we finally were, it was as if we were the two missing pieces of the puzzle, and our bodies fit perfectly together like one Was that all a lie? And finally, was it a lie the way you and I felt when we said to each other “I love you, and I cant live without you. You are my sun, my stars, my moon, my air, my everything.” That tingling sensation in the pit of our guts that told us that we belonged together Was that all a lie? Was it? Was the connection we made a misunderstanding? Or was I the one that was misunderstanding? Was I the only one that felt the connection? Was I the only one that felt the need? Was I the only one that felt that we were one? Was I the only one that that had that dream? I’m guessing that it wasn’t a lie I’m also guessing that you didn’t feel the same way But there are two things that I am sure I know One, that I love you ‘till the last beat of my broke heart And two, that my connection, my need, and my feeling were never real That your face, your eyes, your touch, and YOU were all just big nightmare Stuck inside a glorious and wonderful yet painful dream~*