I am sitting here crying,
So hurt, so lonely, feels like apart of me is dying.
Why do you try to hurt me,
Put me down and make me feel like im three.
I am always here for you to listen and to care,
But sometimes there is nothing i can do but just sit here
and stare.
You will do what you want without me in mind,
And you think that sometimes im unkind.
You hurt me & hurt me and im still here,
I'm never far away i'll always be near.
Walk away right out that door,
Pretend the fault lies with me- you've done it before.
You don't realise how much i love you,
And that is why i dont reach out and stop you.
You see if someone loves you they always come back,
And i know tonight i will be seeing your face- cause love we
dont lack.
I no deep down you aren't far away,
You'll come back and forever you'll stay.
But for know im hurting with our baby inside,
I hate this- but the pain i will hide.
You dont see the way you treat me,
But i guess thats the way it will always be.
I dont want my baby to see,
See- the way that his father treats me.
I cant help but think one day you will change,
But not now or soon -hope one day you will be, but that
thought is just strange.
I no this will never change so why do i stay?
Do i like to hurt and cry, will it always be that way?
I hate that your okay one minute and not the next,
I hate that im sitting here writing this text.
Sometimes i wish i didnt love you,
Because there's no way i'd let you do what you do.
All i no is just one thing,
Our love has a sting.
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