If He Would Of Stayed

with the midnight air so cool The moon shining so bright the atmosphere just so calm Its a wonderful night The young woman walks down the street Just casually passing by Dark and lonely a man she meets He trys to say hi As her heart does race Startled by the man The fear she shows in her face She trys to run as fast as she can No one to hear her screams As she darts in the alley He just follows with ideas to be Its been so long since he had a salley As the woman hits the end The man surely does find Then he starts to begin To rip the clothes from behind Just as the man feels her all around The pain inside sours As he rips her underwear to the ground And feels inside once more Just holding her to the wall Penetrating deep...she just wants to cry Finally he leaves and she falls Thankful she didnt die She runs home as fast as she can The feeling of a hore What shall she tell her man Misery is instore She makes her way in teh house Not wanting to make a noise She creeps as quiet as a mouse Trying not to wake her boys She maneuvers the spout Runs the shower hot Trying to flush that man right out Trying to wash that spot The guilt that she feel As she lays in bed She can never heal Nothing could be said She goes from day to day Nothing could make this right She could never know what to say To her man she sleeps with at night Finally it gets to much For her to bare any more She can still feel that mans touch Just makes her feel like a hore She writes a note to tell her man For what she is about to do She explains it as best as she can But he only says he wish he knew She always has emotions falls The pain and misery still stays The man finally leaves the woman and all He always stays away She cant take it now And get the gun in her hand She wished it would of worked somehow Loosing her man she cant stand She looks at the pictures of her kids all sadden and dismayed She just runs and hid Wishing her husband would of stayed Pulling the gun up to her head Just starting to cry I love you is what she said The gun goes off...and she dies.....