THE REAL ME 
 
Eyes barley hung open
Ears ringing with silence
But yet I feal them yelling
I also feal numbness
I cant feal pretty
I cant feal happiness or joy
But most of all I cant feal loved
No where to run no one to turn to
So I turn to pain
Its all I can rely on its all I have
Seeing what might as well be my tears
Run down my arms, thick and red
Fealing that pain makes me forget
Forget them fighting, forget what he did to me
Forget what he put me through
Addicted but crying inside to stop
I put my pain in a box
Lock it and hide it and run away
Standing infront  of a mirror
Make-up on, all dressed up
But I see the real conceald inside me
And I see my pain and how it never fades
Just when I try to make the last cut
I meet you and instantly fall in love
You make me feall pretty
You make me feal happy
But most of all you make me feal loved
So I open my eyes, I still hear them fight
But in the mirror the real is me
And even though they make my life a living night mare
Now that your here and I have you its couldnt be better

by jay jay