Home After Home

As I look out that double pane glass And peering down the side Watching as the blue car starts to pass I just duck down to hide Suddenly it turns into our drive I just look at the door My bags are packed I feel like I’m gonna die I know whats instore I have seen this many times For what did go wrong I didn’t see the signs But the road is gonna be long The pain I feel inside my soul For everyone had hurt me so bad I just need that peaceful thing to make me whole Its something I’ve never had A tall lady walk inside Just greeting at the door She said she was giving me a ride Later she would tell me more I remember sitting in the car Just waiting for us to go I remember hold a green frog named star I just wanted to know And as I sit in that car Just thinking what I did so bad I never really know the family so far Never really had a dad As I was adopted a year from then And life had sucked from the start I just was locked within Nothing was good…..they took my heart As I was locked in that room A dog food all around Chunky Beef is what they had To drink is toilet water…I drank from the ground I can still think of that room As I close my eyes at night The no shades on the window I had only the moons light. I remember just laying there as I looked outside Just wondering what was going on I had no one to confide Not even as simple as a mom And so when that day came For them to take me away The pain inside by the name Its called Defective in every way So we take that trip through the city Just watching the car go by My froggie and me I just start to cry What is my life gonna be Going from home each year To feel that family…to be close to thee To feel some love so dear And so we come to that house A place to lay my head Trying not to stir arouse Hopefully there’s a warm bed. So we get out of that automobile Look for a safe ground to run to Not a dark spot…or a hole in a hill Who gonna hurt me now…if only I knew