I count these countless minutes
Till my eyes are finally closed
And i feel within myself
For the weakness I've exposed
As the rain is pouring down
My roaming minds forgotten
This nauseous feeling left within
Solidified and chosen
I lay asleep but wide awake
My mind is never free
I'm in this endless waking day
Of an insomniacs dream
Depressive happiness controls my soul
Dims me down to sleet 
Glistened feelings deteriorate
Minds filled of deceit