i am doll

is anyone listening? can anyone even hear? can i say anything? a sentance a phrase a word a letter? why do people always ignore what may seem pathetic so important? does anyone even care anymore? someone please hear me out! i am a nobody the shadow in the alley the one who everyone is afraid of pushed around and so alone my world is dark and gloom with nothing here just my soul and plus it's all my fault why did i have to get in this mess? why did i ever listen? why? WHY? i want to be myself again i hate the world people who influence you to be not you thier little marianette who pulls my strings tells me what im going to do but deep inside this costume is me yelling screaming I HATE YOU! I HATE ME! YOU STUPID STRINGS! then i just stop what can tears do? realize this i can never get out i am d o l l