for my son luke

my son is a gorgeous little man, he tries to help me where he can. He gives me cuddles each day, I wish it would last forever in every way. Its hard to see him grow up knowing i can never get it back, But i know i will never look back and think happiness we lacked. I tickle him and make him giggle, I put on the tunes and he does his cute little wiggle. I love him to the point of tears, He takes away all my fear. How can a 2 year old do this you probably think, but into his eyes i just sink. I see just how much i love him when he smiles, i love cuddling him early hours of the morning just laying together for a while. I like when he gets excited and jumps around, I love the put on frowns. He is more than what i could have wished for, He was my open door. The escape into realizing my worth and value, Its just what he can do. I love his little 4 minutes talks of stuff i cant even understand, I love how he says 'mummy i love you' and takes my hand. I hate seeing my little boy cry for his daddy, but i no he is better off with both mum and dad being happy. I'm so sorry Luke i wish it wasn't this way, but both mummy and daddy love you more and more each passing day. You are my world the reason i breathe, without you my world would seize. You drive me crazy sometimes but always know, that i will love you forever and ill never let you go.