As i lay in my bed alone for the while,
I realise i kinda just run the race with a smile.
Why am i so fake with my emotions,
Why cant i say im upset by the commotions.
I pride myself on being so honest,
But I am far from that i am so dishonest.
Atleast with my feelings of hurt pain and dismay,
Why cant i say hey that was a stupid thing to do or to say.
I wish i could be sincere when i say yes things are just
fuckin great,
But now i have a clean slate.
From now on i am sincere in everything i say or do,
Fuck what others think only person it matters to is you.
The opinion of people who are quick to judge,
But when its there turn they cannot budge.
Easy to talk when you have not alot to say,
Easy to live in your own "perfect" way.
I hate the random people that effect my life so,
I just wish everyone i dont love would just fucking go. 
I dont want your opinion to worry me anymore,
Just walk out of my life- im not the open door.
If you wanna talk shit bout someone do it somewhere else,
Cause i am not worried bout anyone but myself.
I need to put myself first for a change,
But im not use to it- it just feels strange.
As i write this i wonder who i am talking about,
I realise its just the society i am wanting to shout.
If you have ever talked bad about someone you dont know,
Just give up and let the fuck go.
Life your life and dont be so pathetic- just cause you have
nothing going on in your life doesnt mean yiu shiuld put
others down to make yourself feel good,
Cause we both no its a quick fix and doesnt last aslong as
it should.
Live your life and let others live theirs,
Just let go of all you cares...

To be continued...