Dear Charlie

Dear Charlie Dear Charlie Have I not cried enough tears Have I not spoken my peace Have I not prayed all I can When can the tears stop falling When can I get off the floor And uncross my hands Are my prayers not loud enough Can he not hear my cries Can he not see the pain When will it be my turn When will I have his ear When will he listen to me Wheres my miracle My bundle of joy Why did he forget me Why did he bless others Did he not care Did he feel it was not my place Not my place to love Why does he decide The fate that is mine Can't I have what I deserve What I've strived for I don't pray for war Or pain upon others I pray for the love The love that I need Tell him this for me Tell him its my turn Just this once I pray to you o lord Hear this simple prayer Bless this person Bless this stomach Bless this heart For I weep for the times When I could not But now it is better Give me faith Give me hope Give me a chance I want this More than you realize Please give me Give me... Her She is my light The hope I once had The faith I once knew The love I once adored Let me see her face Tiny and wrinkled So full of life Give me the love Give me the one Give me Her Dedicated to my unborn child. I won't guaruntee my first child will be a girl, but it would be grand. Charlie is my angel and in loving rememberance of him, I will name my daughter Charli. Please help me Charlie, you are the only one who knows what I've gone through my whole life. And this is what I need, this is what will keep me going. I love you Charlie *looks at stomach* I hope to see you soon I love you Charli *kisses*