I Know This

I know this feeling all too well I've felt it once before Forced upon to do what I didn't ask for I only pray it's over soon As so my soul may descend into the heavens Free me from these hands Which bind me to the ground Free me from these boulders Which crush my feet into the dirt The pressure is too much The weight The heat The smell I wish my nose was gone Ripped from my face So that I wouldn't vomit Everytime I take a breath Just stick the knife through my heart Before you run away you coward I want no memory of tonigt I want only to be in Gods grace Away from this world he created And the men like you that inhabit it