remember yesterday? all the fun we had
nothing was wrong, i wasnt sad
i was laughing and having a great time
talking and sharing jokes, definitly not a crime

today there was something different in the atmosphere
all that laughing and joking disappeared
i was my old self again
no matter what i couldnt win

but today was different i guess you could say
i dont know how, has it always been this way?
i wa sin more pain as the minutes ticked by
as i looked in the mirror i wanted to die

have i always had these dark circles underneath my eyes
like a stormy day, the dark clouds in the sky
when was the last time i truthfully slept?
probably before the pain when no secrets were kept

i used to sleep graceful
no tossing and turning, no screams so painful
now its either no sleep or nightmares
is there really someone out there who cares?

maybe i dont care and im lying to myself
and i can tell somebody and get some help
but oh well i guess its fine and im depressed
and if i keep worrying it will build up my stress