I wait for the day that still feels so far away.
Im being forced to be perfect but i dont know what perfect
means anymore.
Im being forced not to eat or keep down food.
Because it's not part of the plan you say i need to follow.
But's it's all just another day.
It's just another lie.
It's just another minute you're forcing me to keep it
inside.
It's just a sigh I cant let out.
Another heartbreak.
Another Tear.
Another fear it's not beautiful.
Another excuse Im forced to figure out.
You're just a dream I keep dreaming, careful not to let it
slip away.
Ive been so far I cant turn away.
Between the body aches and screams Im able to pray.
Im not asking to hold on, Im not asking you to, let me ago.
Just hoping you still have faith in me.

                                  -katelyn