This is for you X!!!

THE TEXT READ: IF YOU COULD HAVE 1 WISH WHAT WOULD IT BE? I IMMEDIATLLY THOUGHT OF US..WELL..U AND I.. NOT AN ITEM!!! "WE BOTH KNEW WE LIKED EACH OTHER, WE CONTINUED TO TALK. THERE WAS 1 TEXT I PARTICULARLY REMEMBER... I ASKED IF YOU WERE GOING TO ASK ME OUT AND YOU SAID YOU WANT TO BUT YOUR NOT SURE!! BUT AFTER THAT WE WENT WAY SOUTH WE TALKED LESS AND LESS UNTIL NOTHING WAS SAID!! 2 WEEKS WENT BUT AND NOTHING WAS SAID. SO I DECIDED TO TXT U, I ASKED WHATS UP AND I GOT NO REPLY!! 1 WEEK WENT BY AND MY FRIEND ASKED YOU WHAT UR UP TO AND Y U R NOT TALKING TO ME, YOU SIMPLY REPLIED I ASKED HER OUT AND SINCE SHE NEVER REPLIED I FIGURED SHE DID NOT LIKE ME. I WOULD HAVE SAID YES IN A BLINK OF AN EYE!! AND YOU KNEW THAT I DID NOT EVEN KNOW, I KNOW IT SOUND WIERD." SO WHEN YOU ASKED ME HWAT I WANTED I KNEW I COULD NOT TELL YOU WHAT I REALLY WANTED, YOU MOVED ON, SO I TOLD A LIE, IT WAS PARTIALLY TRUE!! 'TO BE IN LOVE' WITH......U BUT THAT WONT HAPPEN BECAUSE MY BRAIN IS SCREWED UP, IF ONLY I WOULD HAVE SAID YES INSTEAD OF OH REALLY??! NOW I SIT ON MY BED WAITING... FOR YOU TO ANSWER WITH A..... BROKEN HEART