all i asked for is a mother who cares
but instead i got a mother who isnt there
a mother whos makng me feel like im the cause of her stress
a mother whos causing her daughter to be a mess

i tried to make peace with you but you turned me away
when all i craved was your love you would yell in my face
you let daddy touch me and that fucked up my life
to the point where i was cutting my wrists with razor blades
and knives

and then you expected me to apologize

you have 6 children and you only love 3 i can see it in
yyour eyes
but you just dont know how many tears i have to hide
i will never show you my weaknesses or any tears i cry and
when you still dont want me near you all i can say is i
tried