I TRIED

all i asked for is a mother who cares but instead i got a mother who isnt there a mother whos makng me feel like im the cause of her stress a mother whos causing her daughter to be a mess i tried to make peace with you but you turned me away when all i craved was your love you would yell in my face you let daddy touch me and that fucked up my life to the point where i was cutting my wrists with razor blades and knives and then you expected me to apologize you have 6 children and you only love 3 i can see it in yyour eyes but you just dont know how many tears i have to hide i will never show you my weaknesses or any tears i cry and when you still dont want me near you all i can say is i tried