that razorblade i hold in my hands
is wats going to make my pain in

no its not suicide its just relief
to cut your wrists and just bleed

you think you bleed out the pain and tears
and your secrets and fears

some look upon me as looney or insane
but i only cut to let out that river of pain

but in the end what do you gain
scars on your wrists and youll still feel the pain
im learning that those who hurt me arent effected by the
cuts
and thats why ill eventually have to stop and say thats
enough

but as long as my skin can feel wet rain
i will everday release that river of pain