not sure...

*not really sure what this is...just needed to let my feelings out* Apparently my imperfections were too horrible to unsee. You left me standing with a broken heart and full of crushed dreams. You told me not to cry, but this was impossible to do. I HATE that you keep doing this but I still feel i need you. I need you to fix my divided heart and make it all the same. All still while my heart is screaming your my soulmate. But my head tells me it can never be. All because you have to have more than me to make you happy. Im fed up with the cheating and my crying but I'm still lusting for your love. Nothing makes me happier than wen i talk to you for even just a breif second. Yet, nothing makes me more sad when you leave but promise to come back. You say it's all over, and i'd really like to belive that. But In the back of my head I know you'll do it again. I keep saying sorry cuz' I cant tell you the truth. Although I told you the first time how bad this hurts me and how bad about myself this makes me feel. I kept hoping you'd keep my heart healed. But in the end i guess all actually really and truley wanted was for you to be happy. With <\3, Katelynnn