Tossing and turning.
Screaming in fright.
Heart racing and pounding.
The sounds in my ears.

Tears fall down.
My lung heave the air ready to drown.

No one here to save me.
Im left behind by the one.

"MY HEART!" 
I scream out to the empty dark.

I awake getting out of bed.
Stummbling
Fummbling
In the dark.

the floor to cold.
his sweet scent left over old.

in the kitchen
I see the key marks on the floor that we written.

"Love forever,
cant last never.
Better then ever.
Your here by our side."

But that was NEVER EVER FOREVER.

I still feel ur presents when I want it least.
and I still hear ur voice surround  me

Tossing and turning.
Screaming in fright.
Heart racing and pounding.
The sounds in my ears.