DONT CARE FOR TEARS??

IM SITTING IN THE KITCHEN, TRYING NOT TO CRY. IM HOLDINE BACK MY TEARS FROM EVERY HELLO TO GOODBYE. AND IT WORKED IT WORKED... EVERY SINGLE LIE I TOLD YOU AND EVERTHING I DID TO HURT MYSELF HURTING MYSELF- BY BEING FRIENDS WITH YOU LOOKING IN THE MIRROR NOT EATING CUTTING I DID IT ALL AND YOU DID NOTHING... YOU NEVER CARED... AFTER I CONFESSED AND OPENED UP?? YOU JUST SAT AND LISTENED, YOU DIDNT ABSORBED NO, YOU JUST... LISTENED, WITH YOUR EYES CLOSED!!! NOW I AM BALLING MY EYES OUT AND YOU SIT AND WATCH ME!!!