Falling

I catch myself as I slip Then change my mind And prepare for the fall Watching the walls fade into space And my fingernails bleed as I grasp for dear life I taste the ground in my mouth And my head starts to spin Here I am again After so much time And all I thought I was before I am not any different I am still the same disappointment The screams from the sidelines Make me think they still care But they all came to watch They knew it would happen Front row seats to the show