Along the way I lost my soul
Deep down I also lost my goals

My spirit refused to die
Inside it wanted to cry
It wanted to leave me and fly
But it didn't know how, just kept asking why
Why do you let yourself die

I didn't know the answer
Better yet, I didn't want to face the answer
My thoughts were of anger
Not of anyone else
But myself
For being a fool
Believing life is cruel

I'm a little older
Colder
Don't care if you cry on my shoulder
I've had enough of being a boulder
Stuck in one place for too long
Sometimes I wonder if someone will come along
And push me out of this place
To show me, a new place to replace
This life I'm living
Unforgiving
Reliving
Things I can't change
For once, I wanna exchange
And arrange
My life for the better

And I know deep down I have the answer...

I just have to face myself...