My Spirit Refused To Die

Along the way I lost my soul Deep down I also lost my goals My spirit refused to die Inside it wanted to cry It wanted to leave me and fly But it didn't know how, just kept asking why Why do you let yourself die I didn't know the answer Better yet, I didn't want to face the answer My thoughts were of anger Not of anyone else But myself For being a fool Believing life is cruel I'm a little older Colder Don't care if you cry on my shoulder I've had enough of being a boulder Stuck in one place for too long Sometimes I wonder if someone will come along And push me out of this place To show me, a new place to replace This life I'm living Unforgiving Reliving Things I can't change For once, I wanna exchange And arrange My life for the better And I know deep down I have the answer... I just have to face myself...