YOU'RE SO CONTROLING, by CUTTS**AND_A_BROKEN_HEART Subscribe to rss feed for CUTTS**AND_A_BROKEN_HEART

I WAKEE UP AND YOU'RE ALREADY WAITING FOR ME
U POINT TO THE SCALE AND SAY 'GET ON IT NOW'
MY WHOLE DAY DEPENDS ON THIS MOMENT
IF I GAINED I MUST PUNSIH MYSELF, IF I LOST I JUST
STARVE AGAIN.
WEATHER THE SCALE SAYS 80, 90, OR 100LBS IN STILL FAT!
YOU WOULD KILL ME IF U SAW ME EAT.

BREAKFEAST DAY: ONE LARGE CUP OF WATER
TIME FOR THE SCALE AGAIN
RULE #1: FOR EVERY OUNCE I GAIN I WILL EXERCISE FOR 5
MINUTES.

LUNCHTIME: SIT WITH FRIENDS AND TALK TO THEM, PEOPLE START
TO NOTICE THAT IM NOT EATING! WHAT NOW? LIE!!!!

DINNER TIME: SIT WITH FAMILY AND NIBBLE ON FOOD, SPIT 3/4 IN
THE NAPKIN.

SOUNDS EASY RIGHT?? THANK ABOUT DOING THIS OVER AND OVER
AGAIN, WITH NO CHOICE!!!
Posted: 2009-04-10 16:27:28 UTC

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2009-04-11 02:49:54!!! A DOUBLE EDGED SWORD !!!
what happened to choice?

2009-04-11 03:59:29Natural_beauty_Ashe
omg i feel for u. :( i really cant imagine wat thats like.

2009-04-11 11:09:20CUTTS**AND_A_BROKEN_HEART
A DOUBLE EDGE SWORD: You dont really have achoice ana controls u,u do everything she says, you dont eat, u exercise etc. hopr that hepls!!

2009-04-11 17:59:56!!! A DOUBLE EDGED SWORD !!!
gymnastics training !?!?!

2009-04-12 18:27:36LostSoul
hope things get better, please don't starve yourself no matter what the consequence eat even if it's just a little

2009-04-14 17:45:07!!! A DOUBLE EDGED SWORD !!!
WITH OUT CHOICE THERE IS NO FUTURE!!!!!!

2009-04-27 14:40:25Ashley Reneƫ *Raining Tears*
this is sad.. i hope it gets better.. i have hope in you