YOU'RE SO CONTROLING

I WAKEE UP AND YOU'RE ALREADY WAITING FOR ME U POINT TO THE SCALE AND SAY 'GET ON IT NOW' MY WHOLE DAY DEPENDS ON THIS MOMENT IF I GAINED I MUST PUNSIH MYSELF, IF I LOST I JUST STARVE AGAIN. WEATHER THE SCALE SAYS 80, 90, OR 100LBS IN STILL FAT! YOU WOULD KILL ME IF U SAW ME EAT. BREAKFEAST DAY: ONE LARGE CUP OF WATER TIME FOR THE SCALE AGAIN RULE #1: FOR EVERY OUNCE I GAIN I WILL EXERCISE FOR 5 MINUTES. LUNCHTIME: SIT WITH FRIENDS AND TALK TO THEM, PEOPLE START TO NOTICE THAT IM NOT EATING! WHAT NOW? LIE!!!! DINNER TIME: SIT WITH FAMILY AND NIBBLE ON FOOD, SPIT 3/4 IN THE NAPKIN. SOUNDS EASY RIGHT?? THANK ABOUT DOING THIS OVER AND OVER AGAIN, WITH NO CHOICE!!!