as happy memories fade...

Happy memories fade, and now im glad i never stayed. What i see now is the brutal truth, it's not hidden by me as a youth. I've grown up alot but you havent you're still in the same spot. I feel a calm peace within me, Im so glad i finally could see. Would i have put up woth it forever? Im not sure but im glad i never. Im just glad we are still friends, But on my happiness this does depend. I bet you're starting to regret the end of our engagement, But im glad things went the way they went. I know i have that special one waiting for me, Someone who'll always love me for me. I did always love you, But in the end i just couldnt put up with what you do. i will be that number one in someones life, and somebody elses wife. My dreams are not with you anymore, So jut fuck off there's the door. I dont wanna be angry and cause any strife, but sometimes i feel i dont want you in my life. Parts of me want you to stay, But i dont want it to be that way. I no for our son we have to remain friends, I just dont want any of the same trends. No more yelling and no more fights, lets just make things right?