A Need To Remember

I dream of you now Where have you gone away Why did you go and never let me know where to stay I can't remember, how you spent your days All I have is memories of when I was young But those are even hard for me to find I don't want to forget but it's getting harder on my mind I feel guilty cause I feel like I'm blind Are you with me, while I lay sleeping Are you holding me when my heart is breaking Maybe I just can't see you cause my soul is losing And I'm dying cause you are not with me I'm lost cause I forgot to remember I'm sorry for not praying And I hope you understand My life has been turned upside down And I wish you were with me so I wouldn't drown When my tears were falling from my face And I feel you holding me and comfort me in your embrace I'm better now at least And I have missed you, my big sis