I dream of you now
Where have you gone away
Why did you go and never let me know where to stay
I can't remember, how you spent your days

All I have is memories of when I was young
But those are even hard for me to find
I don't want to forget but it's getting harder on my mind
I feel guilty cause I feel like I'm blind

Are you with me, while I lay sleeping
Are you holding me when my heart is breaking
Maybe I just can't see you cause my soul is losing
And I'm dying cause you are not with me
I'm lost cause I forgot to remember

I'm sorry for not praying
And I hope you understand
My life has been turned upside down
And I wish you were with me so I wouldn't drown
When my tears were falling from my face
And I feel you holding me and comfort me in your embrace

I'm better now at least
And I have missed you, my big sis