JUST PAIN

By Anjelica O. •
HER YELLING AND BEATING DIDNT HURT.....
HER TELLING ME I WAS A FLUEZY DIDNT MAKE ME FEEL LIKE DIRT....
HIS LACK OF BEIN THERE WASNT THAT MUCH PAIN.....
HIS MUCH OF NO LOVE DIDNT MAKE ME DRAIN.....
IT WAS THE DAY MY MOM SAID IM NOT PART OF HER LIFE THAT KILLED ME INSIDE......
IT WAS THE DAY MY DAD SAID HED CHOOSE HIS WIFE OVER ME THAT MADE ME CRY.....
SHE TOLD ME I HAVE TO PUT ALL OF WHAT SHE SAID IN THE PAST......
BUT WHAT KIND OF MOTHER SAYS THAT....
HE SAID THAT SHE WASNT SHIT AFTER THEIR DIVORCE.....
SO NOW HE HAS TO CHOOSE ME THERES NO CHOICE.....
THEY SAY I HAVE TO LOVE THEM BUT THEY TOOK ALL MY LOVE AWAY....
SO NOW I HAVE NO LOVE JUST PAIN!!!!