I’m sorry.


Sometimes I just don't know what happened or how, but it did
and I wish it hadn't. But I don’t know where to start over
I miss you so much, but what to do about it??? I mean
WOW!!!! It’s been so long I don’t know if you even want
to start over has it been to long maybe have you forgotten
me??? Do you wish I would just leave you alone??? Or do you
want me back in your live??? I just can't stress how much I
miss you. Yea I may act like I don't but I do, I'm missing a
part of me without you in my life. I guess I'm just scared
that I have because so much pain that you're sacred too that
I will cause you more. But I never met to cause you any. The
sad thing is and what hurts me so bad is that I can't
picture you're face in my mind. Only pictures of you brings
it back and that is so sad on my part I just want to say
sorry I'm so so so sorry that I have caused you so much
pain, If you know it or not I miss you and love you so much
and you are so important to me if not more now cuz I'm
coming of age to know now that you don't know what you have
till you lose it. Yes I know that’s corny but it’s true.
I want so many memories with you that it fills my mind to
the brim. It’s just I feel I have made you forget me just
to stop all the pain. I just want to be a part of your live
and have you a part of mine. This time I’ll try my hardest
to make everything writes and work.  I
PROMISE................
I love and miss you dad.