II’m sorry.

I’m sorry. Sometimes I just don't know what happened or how, but it did and I wish it hadn't. But I don’t know where to start over I miss you so much, but what to do about it??? I mean WOW!!!! It’s been so long I don’t know if you even want to start over has it been to long maybe have you forgotten me??? Do you wish I would just leave you alone??? Or do you want me back in your live??? I just can't stress how much I miss you. Yea I may act like I don't but I do, I'm missing a part of me without you in my life. I guess I'm just scared that I have because so much pain that you're sacred too that I will cause you more. But I never met to cause you any. The sad thing is and what hurts me so bad is that I can't picture you're face in my mind. Only pictures of you brings it back and that is so sad on my part I just want to say sorry I'm so so so sorry that I have caused you so much pain, If you know it or not I miss you and love you so much and you are so important to me if not more now cuz I'm coming of age to know now that you don't know what you have till you lose it. Yes I know that’s corny but it’s true. I want so many memories with you that it fills my mind to the brim. It’s just I feel I have made you forget me just to stop all the pain. I just want to be a part of your live and have you a part of mine. This time I’ll try my hardest to make everything writes and work. I PROMISE................ I love and miss you dad.