I thought I knew you

once upon a time we were so in love. I never thought I could love any one more. I never looked at anyone elce, you filled my sight. we ran away together... far away and made love on a mountian I couldnt get close enough to you we were insepreable our love could never die We came back , the strip was pink we got married and brought home our new daughter it was a fairy tale except for the drugs and the drinking and the night you got so wasted wile I was in labor you passed out in the chair beside the bed and except for the times you pushed me down 8 monthes pregnant was it funny because I couldnt get up it was unspeakably crule it was just the begening of worce to come I thought I knew you and except for all the drywall repairs in every rental we ever lived in all my sentimental objects ended up thrown through the walls along with anything elce in your view Our son looks just like you it kills me somtimes you wouldnt know you havent seen him for years you've left me to be a parent alone I dont know how to do this Your unavailable in every way the child support caseworker has nothing but sympathy to offer me how can you live with your self? oh yeah your not alone you have 2 more sons 2 more girlfriends did I ever mean anything to you?