All she ever wanted from the start was to get away.
He came so quickly and left so fast.
But he left his mark inside her.
Now her thoughts only bring pain.
And her thoughts are only regrets.
At first it seemed though he only slipped inside her.
They never thought she'd lose her way.
But all they do is stare at her as she falls deeper into her
own hole.
For she made a mistake that will last forever.
It will never fade.
No matter how hard she tries she'll learn it wont go away.
She doesn't deserve forgivness.
She doesnt deserve to ever find love.
Nobody will ever understand.
She wont even begin to find the words to explain.
She hopes if she can just get through the moment she can
find something to numb the pain.
She'll suffer all she has to just for this one precious
thing.
If she could've only held it in her arms 
maybe she could've been saved