Unclear

By KayDe$ •
Everyday
Is a struggle
As the words I want to say
I mumble
Holding back
What I feel
A never-ending color of black
Can this be real
I do not yet know
The people around me
I choose not to let them own
Me or my soul
They tell me that
I'm too serious
Must have fun and smile
Forget that
I do take
Things to heart
Make no mistake
Its been torn apart