fingers down my throat

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By Ashley Reneë *Raining Tears*

im standing here, over the toilet, fingers down my throat. trying to think of things, and remembered what you wrote. you told me not to harm myself, in any certain way. but i cant find a will, so i do it everyday. i make myself throw up, so that i dont gain a pound. i turn on the sink to drown the noise, hoping you cant hear that sound. i look at the food on my plate, it disgusts me, soon ill be throwing it up i can feel it in my throat, i can feel it rising up. i wonder what my dad would think, hes probably flipping in his grave. but i dont wanna think of that, because i know im not that brave. i know i have a problem, and it starts with the letter "B" ive tried to tell a friend, but apparently she cant see. so im standing here, over the toilet, fingers down my throat. once again thinking of things, and still remember what you wrote. 05-06-09 * i never could figure out a way to write about this till i read somebody elses work, she inspired me, and you might know who you are, i commented your poetry 05-06-09 and i told you i couldnt put it in words, thank you, ive found a way *

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May 10, 2009 02:24CUTTS**AND_A_BROKEN_HEART

This is amazing!!!

thank you..

May 17, 2009 00:22Your Everlasting

I have to say that this is really good!!!P.S.Check out some of my work and please comment!!

May 17, 2009 09:11Invisible Poet

good poem evem if the theme intriuges me... if you need to talk you know my email...

May 17, 2009 16:20Natural_beauty_Ashe

this is verrrry good>:)

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