Your Existance

I feel the wind scowl at me Pulling me, pushing me I want to step out of reality just to feel closer for a little while to what I want Serenity and wishful thoughts bring me not to you but to somewhere empty alone and helpless to your existance I wonder how much longer will I hold the silk over my eyes pretending I don't see your disguise I feel the wind scowl at me Teasing me, warning me about the stories you hold the ones you haven't told Because like me you have a hidden past you wish didn't rest in your head because it went so fast I feel the wind scowl at me Surrounding me in every direction Why can't we have a connection? I may be be a little vain but I would surrendor if it meant recieving your touching devotion I feel the wind scowl at me but it turns in to a warm summer breeze Touching me, whisking me Helping me feel at ease I feel shallow now this must of been a dream To think I loswered myself to uncertainty it just doesn't make sense to me