raining tears
By hapsoon •
sitting.
on the cement streets.
the cold hard ground.
waiting-
waiting for smeone who will care.
raindrops falling.
my tears form a puddle-
drip, drip, drip.
i've lost everything.
family.
love.
hope.
its hard just to live.
my heart is dead
wanting-
wanting nothing more
but to have my soul live again.
breathing.
every breath;
no longer hope
darkness;
depression lives.
a sword,
thrust into my heart.
ripped.
covered.
covered in
scars.
hurt.
and pain.
blood drips..
wishing.
thinking.
fury building.
i wonder why.
i hear laughter
but its not coming
from me.
i'm lost in
confusion.
standing between the roads
of
death and life.
i might as well die..
or commit suicide.
i wish...just to
live again.
Stay.
stay standing at
the depths of hell
if only..my soul can live once again.