numb

By shygirl •
i am numb
i am numb to everything
i no longer fear my fears
i no longer feel the cold upon my flesh
i no longer feel the tears streaming down my face
i am now facing my deepest fear
i am now freezing to death in my own pain
i am now drowning in my own tears
everything i once thought was .... was not
it has all been turned against me
everyone i thought was my friend turned out to be my emeny
the one person i thought i was done with
turns out to be the reason i am numb