Just Me

Life is changing all around me Time is flying by Month after month I sit here And for once I'm not going to cry I've cried for them And because of them I've bled for them And because of them The sky seems bluer then I remember The grass is a little greener My wrists have healed nicely I somehow feel free...er What is this that I feel This tingle deep down inside Could it be that I'm in pain Could it be I'm still tied I've looked back with no pity I don't miss them I don't even want to remember I don't need them For too long I stayed locked up Inside my own dark mind Until I found a place to go A place they could not find I ran as fast as my feet could go Blistered and scraped I really don't mind it At least I can't be raped I found a place where no one knows A place a hide, a place to keep In his arms is my home A place to smile, a place to sleep He is my savior My one true love I couldn't asked more of God He listened from above I prayed my whole life To find a man who wouldn't hurt me I prayed every single night Until he came and got me He saved me from my darkest night And led me to the new day He saved me from a man I dread I'll no longer be his prey There are times I wish I could go back And ignore these awful men But other times I praise the lord That I'm alive now and stronger than I was then A child is to be born Another prayer so gracefully heard He has given me a seed, and up above I have been blessed For I will teach her to fly higher than a bird She will never have to see what I have She'll never have to feel my pain For I will kick every ass Of every scumbag who lives in vain Come near my daughter And I do not care if theres a cop I will kill you in every way Like your dirty fathers who wouldn't stop No man will take over my life again So just leave me be I have everything I've ever wanted Just my husband, my daughter and me