how i feel (not a poem), by ma_chapa3xD Subscribe to rss feed for ma_chapa3xD

my life is so confusing
i don't know where to start
i guess i'll start with my friends
not really my favorite part
my friends are really sweet to me 
even if im not worth their time
they always judge who i am 
and it gets really annoying 
it makes me feel not worthy
what i think is wierd is that they just judge only me
not anyone else
sometimes i wonder if i'm that much of a pushover
cuz when they say those hurtful words
i just curl up and wither
like the person i must seem
it frustrates me that i can't speak up
but the use my words are like dust
picked up and thrown away 
or shoved under the rug just to hide me
alone
but also i feel like a total different person
out going and loud
that says 'no on can stop me cuz they don't know how!'
i want to be that mystery no one can solve
but still be a great person
responsible and has a great attitude
and not the person i am now
the procrastinator 
the nobody
the ugly one
why can't people see
that i want to be me
i want to say what i want to say
be who I want to be
and never turn back
beacuse this is how i feel
what are YOU gonna do now?
Posted: 2009-06-02 16:29:07 UTC

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2009-06-13 21:13:5611 Tragedy's
I'd say just be who you are, who cares what others think about you, cause if you're happy with who you are, and you like yourself, then their opinion's don't matter.

2009-12-07 01:49:14Emma_Bee
i luv u Muzzez!!!