I don't know who I am anymore!!

I do not understand why I even try not to cry. I sigh. I want to put my face in my hand and my toes in the bloody sand and then scream that I didn't do it,don't you know it's true? You took a peice of me. Can you not see? I'll never be the true me. The one I was ment to be. In my room there is blood galore because I don't know who I am anymore! By Your Everlasting