wonder love

How can there be a god if you can’t see how much I need you? There are so many things I wish I could say, But I can’t say the truth Some times everything seems like it will be okay but then it leaves Those things sometimes you just don’t seem to understand….. My heart feels in a million places…….. And I can’t seem to pick up all the pieces A shattered mirror pretty much describes what I feel inside The sad part is it isn’t over who you think it is… When you feel that you just don’t belong you start to think harder Harder in saying that you think you whole life over You realize what you were looking for was always there And that you were just too blind to see Most of all you realize that this thing you seem to see is too far out of reach It isn’t fair to have to live with out your desires I guess I’m going to have to deal with it I’m not saying that it is easy But I don’t really want to do it I’m selfish because I feel inconsiderate I just can’t explain my self any further No time is really left It’s gone so fast You can’t really I don’t know what I’m feeling And that makes me cry To my heart it’s like I’m living a lie