I'm wondering what it is
That i'm really living for.
I finally began to see
Everything's over.

I sit here and feel
This same alone feeling, when
I know in my mind
I'll never see you again.

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Trying to say I don't care, until
I realize that I love you, still.

Now my life is over
Right when it has to begin.
I try to stay alive, but
You make it harder to breathe in.

Thinking about being
By your side
Breaks into a thousand 
Pieces on the inside.

*Chorus*

And I miss your Kiss's
And I miss your touch.
I miss your hugs
Couldn't get enough

I miss that beauty mark
Right below your lip
Dreams of being in your presence
My heart starts to rip.

*chorus*

And I"m still wondering what it is
That I'm honestly living for.
Now that I begin to see.
That it's all over.