Some Songs [1.3.07]

Somehow I knew it would end up like this Nothing ever goes right... This...this was supposed to be our song OUR song...supposed to be...the night. The song I was dedicating to you When I was with him. I..I thought we had something Something called "Love" within. But how could I think about this with him? Because I didn't love him, it was you I was meant to be with. Love is a word I can only use on others But never once on myself If I love this horror called 'me' Will I honestly love someone else? I wish everyone was you! You have the lips of my perfect angel. I mean, I feel so...feel these unknown emotions, so terrible. I can't even describe how I feel now, I usually feel pain when I don't want to, and when I try to feel, I can't I only feel you. The one I'm holding in my future with, over. Cause you want your future with another And now I sit, swear to never love again. I slowly cry listening to some songs. Hoping you will hear one And it will remind you of 'us' And you will believe I loved you all along.