It's useless
Fading away.
Why can't I feel?
I'll suffocate.
Pointless thinking.
Negative thoughts.
Slowly dying.
Insides rot.

Upturned feeling.
Nothing to do.
Constant shaking.
Gonna puke.
Hate everything.
Hate how I feel.
Avoiding conclusion.
Can't be real.

Constant loneliness.
Tears fall down.
Suicidal wonders.
Kept to myself.
Wish it wasn't happening.
Can't stop crying.
Wish he'd talk to me.
Feel like dying.

Can not fix this.
Don't know how.
He fucking hates me.
It's over now.
So fucking tired.
Feel like shit.
Now I'm restless.
Fell in the pit.

Growing faster.
Fucked up feelings
Heart has stopped.
Just started healing.
Take it away.
Nightmares dreaming.
Too much pain.
Wrists are bleeding.

Can't handle this.
Everything said.
Fucking kill me.
Wish I was dead.
Stopping breathing.
Don't know why.
Nothing to live for.
I'm going to die.