Fairytale

I want to write something real something not make believe but no matter how hard i try it's this fairytale that i dream but it's not a happy tale the one that I am telling I am the villian in this tale so there will be no happy ending my one true prince came but it was never ment to be I pushed him right into his princess' arms and he left no love for me but my story doesn't end there it only gets worse this prince left me heartbroken to never love again; that is now my cure i started to turn away to find another prince but all i found was a knight and he's loved me ever since but this knight was only there to defend and protect me from harm and I can't love him back because I'm wrapped inside the prince's charm I try to let this knight go I'm pushing him far away but for some reason he's begging me to let him stay this knight starts letting go now he finally sees no matter what he does he's not the one for me so I take this prince to war and a battle rages inside I fought so hard and lost but I gained back some of my pride this ain't a happy ending because all I have is Hate while prince and princess love I watch and curse my fate.