Why??

By Depressed_des •
Why...
If i try so hard do i nearly always fail?
Why...
If i finally move on from despair
does it always find me in another disguise?
Why...
If i come to terms with something and find the light
does misery and darkness always seek me out?
Why....
If i ask for help, love and support
does my angry sad nature smack it in the face?
Why...
If I try and put on a brave face
Do a ton of bricks whip it off?
Why...
Must i always struggle when i try and see the good?
Why?