I wish I could turn my hideous mind into something amazing.
I wish I could stop cutiing.I wish I could stop crying.I
wish that I could change all of these deathly thoughts.All
that I think about all day is another way that I could kill
myself.Sometimes I scare myself with how much knowledge I
know and whast I could do with that knowledge.
 I have brick walls in my room and did you know that it
takes five pounds to fracture your skuul and get to your
brain,so if you hit it hard enough you can kill yourself
that way.Bullet in the brainpan.Squish!Two slits down each
wrist.A slit across the troat.Rope wound to tight around the
neck.Hand on you neck,push down hard.
 Those are just some of the things that run through my mind
everyday.It scares me sometimes the only person I have ever
told is my brother the one I will love no matter what.He
might not be a whole brother,but he acts like it.He's the
only real family I have.
 I wish I could change this horrible mind into something
beautiful!

By Your Everlasting