For him, The last [5.23.09]

So it's down to this. I'm on my knees again But will this boy stay? Is he done with my shit? I can't do this again, Please, just say he'll stay. Sound of his voice So smooth, so loving. I can still hear his pain Screaming at myself "Stop hurting his boy" My tears fall like rain. This can't be a sign This can't be over yet. Those words I'm hesitating. I won't be fine If he says it's over Haunted by sleep deprivation. Chorus: Everything, Anything, Anyone, I'll give for him. The tears, the pain, just to be his and forget the past. I can't let go, I can't lose this time, I need him with me. He means the world, this boy, my first love, he can't be the last. Bloodshot eyes, crying. This feelings, killing me! Can't live if he's not mine I can't stop the crying. I just want him to believe He's the love of my life. I hope he wont change And his feelings still the same I couldn't want anyone more Can't think about the moment. Of us being forever apart. I never been so damn torn. How to change his mind He's all I ever wanted. Stolen my cold heart. I'll be different, careful Anything for no end. And to be a new start. *chorus* I love him, I will show How much, How far I will go To prove it, Persuade him To stay his One time, One opportunity To show him He's everything I will treat him the best No more hurt, No more pain, No more fights Just love And care Kissing the wounds to repair every bruise And scar I made Begging him To please, just stay.